Hard Day's Night

Damn... I got to go fishing, but didn't even have a bite. And we fished hard. Oh well, sometimes you have to pay your dues. My little mamma has been pretty upset about this whole attack thing. It was pretty traumatic for her. I keep saying at least our dog is alright, but she cannot seem to get herself back into a normal headspace. She has so many things on her mind right now, and doesn't know where to start sorting through it all. I can see the position she is in, and can certainly sympathize, but I just feel like she has been so snappy lately it can be hard. Sometimes she says some hurtful things when she is in a rage, and I try my best to just let them roll off my back. If I return that kind of thing, it will only get ugly. What the hell do I know.

So tonight I am in a bit of a stupor. I hope tomorrow is a clearer day. What happened to lazy summer days? This summer has been like a rocket ride to the moon! I need a real break. I don't even know what that means. A break from work? A break from people? A break from myself? I just feel tired.

All for tonight. If anybody stumbles upon this ranting, have yourself a good night, a'ight?