Here's to our ancestors

What the fuck did I do to deserve all of this crazy bullshit in my life? I am a simple, laid back guy, and I live in an unfolding drama of epic proportions. At work I have problems coming in so fast it is all I can do to stay on top of them all. When I slip up and one thing gets delayed, it all crashes down on me and ends up being a stressful situation. I am ok with that, work is stressful, but my issues at home lately are enough to make me even crazier at times. Today my lil mamma had an interview to go to. I stopped by during my lunch break to say good luck and give her a hug. As it ended up, she told me I stressed her out and made her nervous, and she left the house looking upset. Great. What did I do in that one? All I said while at home was that she should not be worried because she is fully fit for this job. What do I know. I should keep my mouth shut.

I don't know what to do. I need a vacation from my life right now. That sounds good. I want to get away, just me, and be swept up in something completely for a couple of weeks. I need a break. I don't get a break, though. I have no plans to even miss a day of work for the rest of the summer. I have already begged and received a week off. Can't expect more.

Why can't I just live in a log cabin and hunt for a living. That's the good life, living from day to day. A paycheck is security, but it secures you to a life of sacrifice, a life lived for others. The sould wants to be free, a person needs free time. Before agriculture, people had much more free time. Days were spent working on crafts and moving slowly about. Now everything is a big god damned hurry, and we have less time than ever for ourselves. Blah! Oh, to be a caveman!